A YEAR THAT HAS BEEN..............

It is impossible to sum up what the last year has been like.... n yet i try.... i bother to try because i wanted to see what it feels like to have a look at the past year on d whole.....

2006-2007 i.e my year as a UG-1 student in JADAVPUR UNIVERSITY(COMP.LIT)

is 'a year tht has been':

a mindblowing experience..... got settled in there as if i was always a part of JU...everything seemed new but it didnt take much time to feel at home... n wen i say home i mean home.....the place...the teachers..the people.....the jheels...the canteens... THE LEDGE...the adda... the BBC.. everything was new but it felt as if this place is meant for me.. or i was always meant for this place!!!!!

full of interest n love for my subject.....COMPARATIVE LITERATURE.....i had taken up d subject cos i thot it was a bit different.. but its not a bit different its very different....... if i want i cud call the MOON the SUN... all i needed was to justify myself..... it let's me be me....

characterised by changes... a change is always welcum... but a change soooooooooo big.... so sudden.... so drastic....being the person i m i took the change in my stride n it didnt bother me much...... most of d cahnges have been good... but still i wud do anything to go back to school....

a year of separation..... separation from school.... from friends...... from school uniforms...from the excitement of bunking n breakin rules....from punishments suitable to be given to a nursery kid..... separation from a life where i did not need to worry abt the outside world.... a separation from the portals of CARMEL....

a year tht strenghtened by belief tht physical separation does not affect mental closeness much..... i havent experienced school life since a year...but still wen i talk of school i feel i was there yesterday.... wen i meet up wid school frnds it feels as if i am talkin to thm durin lunch break!!! i cannot go to my everyday assemblies now...but i still stay "amen"..... i may not be in a safety of the portals of CARMEL anymore.... but i carry wid me the treasure chest of values tht it gave me...i may not get to celebrate Christmas wid all tht excitement n fanfare.... but i still sing my carols... i still believe in SANTA!!!!


a year tht brought out the part of me which wud never have come out in school....people mite call it a change in me.. but i knw it is not.... i am the same old me..


most importantly the year of the relationship i consider the strongest...most beautiful n wonderful of all... FRIENDSHIP...... wat kind of of friends wud i have... will thy be like my school frnds or will thy be different... will i be in touch wid my school.... n now i think... why did i even ask such questions......i m still in damn good touch wid my school frnds.....we may not meet for a long time ... but i knw wat thy r upto n thy knw wat i am upto.....
n now for my crazy wacked bunch of friends in JU......now i can say i have experinced wat unity in diversity is........differents schools..differents thoughts... differents talents... different qualities n yet together(i cant say different cultures.... cos i n a couple others only fall in d 'different culture' group).
from the first day of first year to last day of first year i have been making frnds...... not all have stayed on.. i wish thy had... n still somewhere in my heart wish thy come back.......n if i start writing abt the ones who stayed on and ones who joined in....i will not stop(do i stop once i start????)...... oh my!!!! how i love the GUYS n yes obviously the girls tooo.... hehe.... how i love these FRIENDS of MINE!!!

and this reminds me tht this year has been a year of lot of other things but i think i better not talk abt thm otherwise i wud have have SHIV SENA ...RSS n THE INDIAN JUDICIARY running after me......WAISE SAMAJHDAR KO ISHARA KAFI HAIN...heheeheee.....

however vaguely vaguest decription this mite be... but this wat the last year has been for me..... juniors ask me which college shud i go to... ask me are admission forms being given in JU... wat is the cut -off.......n i realise....a year has indeed passed by..... from being a pampered first year.... i m goin to be a swinging second year...... all my friends are very excited abt the first years comin in but i m not.... i want to be a first year forever........

JUST A WISH

After a lot of time n work i changed by blog template and the name of my blog template "just one wish" got me wondering..... though it is a different thing tht everything gets me wondering.....

How many times in my life i must have said tht phrase "just one wish" ... this one wish is never ending....one wish is fulfilled and thousand others make its way into the wishlist......so many of our wishes have been fulfilled n yet wen we wish for sumtihng we go about sayin"i hope this one wish of mine is fulfilled.... jus this once!!!" n thy generally do get fulfilled............ GOD must be really generous to keep granting our innumerable wishes....i had learnt in economics tht human wants are unlimited .... sure they are, be they material or spiritual or mental......

1. i wish i could go shopping for clothes n shoes

2. i wish i could go to bar-b-q today

3. i wish i could get admission in JU

4. i wish i could leave studies and go wandering arnd d globe

5. i wish i could touch the stars and bathe in the moonlight

6. i wish all of us r always together

7. i wish college never ends

8. i wish i was surrounded by chocolates.. ice cream... coffeee... ahhh... food

9. i wish i could sleep as much as i want to

10. i wish i could dance all my life

such is our wishlist ... mite seem vain if we think too deeply abt it.... but who cares... wishes r wishes... life is sooo incomplete widout thm..different ppl we mite be but our wishes arent tht different...they underline the basic wishes of the human mind............. these were jus normal common wishes but there r greater wishes thn these... ones which really need to be fulfilled.. ones wich are beyond our playful mind... ones wich may not be d same for all of us...

wishes uncountable innumerable logical illogical normal absurd small big real fantasy serious funny.......................wishes just wishes............

i in no way believe tht we shudnt wish so much n blah blah..... on the contrary i believe in wishing as much as we can... but without the expectation tht it will be fulfilled..... cos wen thy r not fulfilled we feel disappointed.. wishing isnt bad.. expecting is.......

so.... wish a wish a thousands wishes but wish not tht thy be fulfilled...........

WHATEVER!!!!

Finally after a long time I have managed to overcome my laze and get down to blogging and it sure feels nice to be back among WORDS.... ahhh... sounds like sum batsmen who has made a 50 after a very long time........"it feels good to be back among runs"... n needless to say i m heading towards cricket or more so the CRICKET WORLD CUP 2007......the event wich promised to be d best of all the world cups ever held started of well but as fate wud have it this world cup turned out to be the most mysterious,unpredictable world cup ever(atleast out of the ones i have seen)..... n i m not goin in to the details....India n Pakistan's exit n all tht.. everyone talks abt tht!!! but yes... cricket did lose an awesum man manager like BOB WOOLMER!!!kudos to him!!!! the 'laptop coach'.

everybody went arnd sayin Australia shud not win n all tht because it wud become borin... a team winning world cup 3 times in a row!!!! but i was KANGAROOS all the way!!!! thy are d best rite now.... thy play amazingly well .. individually n as a team!!!! though i wudnt have knwn whom to support if we had SOUTH AFRICA - AUSTRALIA final..... S.A maybe.... cos thy r one helluva team...... n thy have to be.... thy didnt take d numero uno position from Australia jus like tht!!!! watever it may have been... the KANGAROOS have hopped away wid d WORLD CUP to the KOOKABURRA land alrite!!! n also wid the 'MAN OF THE MATCH' n 'MAN OF THE SERIES' trophies!!!!!! the best speedster i have ever seen couldn't have ended his career on d better note!!!!! farewell... McGRATH it was treat watching you!!!!!

farewell brings me to SIR GREG CHAPPELL.. whom the BCCI jus refuses to bid farewell...... i mean everybody knws BCCI is d richest cricket board .. thy dont need to show it by keeping one of the best cricket players in history!!!! leave cricket history to the commentators !!!!! i guess thy more abt cricket n can paly bttr thn almost all the so called board members!!!! (tht's obvious the board members are not cricketers.. we all knw wat thy are!!)

history brings me to the marriage wich has been called the most prolific marriage in the history of Bollywood!!!! all i have to say is tht i think AB Jr. shud have got his eyes checked!!! now coming to the fans n journalists who flocked arnd Jalsa n Pratiksha like cattle n thn expected AB to act like a cattle rearer!!!! wats wid all d complains n debates tht The Bachchans shud have given proper treatment to the crowd n tht thy threw food at thm as if thy were animals!!! did the Bachchans ask u to go n stand outside their houses..... he said he wanted a private party... i knw it wasnt 'private' private but still.......... the journalists knw thy wudn't be let in... but still thy stood outside showing us d clips if cars comin n goin in... n the cattle!!! fcuk!!!! the marriage........ there are other important things tht matter to d world!!!!!

I AM UNDER LAZE ATTACK AGAIN!!!!